LOVE & NIHILISM

Sold out EP launch at The Black Prince? Completed it mate. A wise man once wrote ‘Stolen flowers bring sickness’ on a card on a cart...

Winter in hospitality part deux: 24/12/23 It only snows in the movies. When it’s Christmas Eve and the estranged couple meet again under...

I was born a member of the in between generation. Between the reckless and disenfranchised generation X, and the woke agendad / easily...

It’s 3am now. I’ve been awake for sixteen hours. I got home two hours ago and all I’ve done is sit in silence in a vape cloud staring at...

Sometimes when you miss someone, it comes with a time stamp. I miss you, but I’ll see you on Monday. I miss you but we’ll be together...

1:30am, 24.12.22 A few years ago, after I was an alcoholic but before I was a drug addict, just before the nightmare of the modern...

Life moves pretty fast when you’re standing still.

*TRIGGER WARNING* This is a post about being happy; but it is not a happy post. It is no secret to those who know me, read my blog or...

26/04/2021 (9:45PM) I ripped a ligament in my right knee trying to play football after classes whilst I was waiting for a ride home...

08/11/2020 5AM On Wednesday we closed the doors to the pub and all got pissed together. I played drinking games, threw up in the disabled...

26/10/2020 2.50 am I just had half of a terrible takeaway, (the bin was treated to the rest). I forgot that the supermarket shuts early...

(Begins August 18th, 5am- written over four days) If I wear glasses with an orange tint, then I don’t look too pale in the mirror. If I...

August 16. 4am. It’s been a strange week. My moods have been more up and down than usual and I have found myself switching from energetic...

August 2nd, 6am I haven’t been able to write anything for this blog in a couple of weeks. After going back to work, I had some blood...

July 13th. 4am. The clouds come out and the men and women below, looking to the sky, remark on their blocking of the sun; and wish it was...

July 8th. 2.30am. A man comes to the bar and orders a Monkey Shoulder whiskey, large, two rocks. I put the rocks in the glass, set it on...

July 6th. 4.25am I turned twenty-eight yesterday, an age I never thought I’d reach. An age I never particularly wanted to reach and now,...

July 2nd. 2020. 1.30am I have been struggling with suicidal thoughts in varying degrees of severity for the last two weeks. Not only for...